It's really just another day... I used to put so much imaginary magic into the words "new year"... like it would take away the mistakes I made in the past, like I could start over with a new slate and that people could see me differently, like I could wake up on new years morning and step into a new world. No, thats not the case... it never was, and it never will be. I'll wake up to the same locomotive whistling through my neighborhood, my parents fighting over something stupid, or the loudness and vibrations of my own flatulence... Yes 01/01/2010 oh how sweet the sound... I wish I started out this year better... You know, I felt real good this new years eve. I was starting to love life and everything around me... for a second... need I say more? But when your only floating as well as a cannonball, gravity is not your best friend... and when you get the worst gut feeling because you feel stabbed in the back by someone who you trusted; loving life gets a little more difficult... and when you top it all off with some hypocrisy, bitterness, and sadness, oh that slap in the face can take the joy right out of you... and then you say its all good and you keep it to yourself and it builds up inside... hello 2010 with a cynical attitude... you will lean on me like a tree with no roots
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